it was a NOVEMBER night...a DARK ,STRANGE room...and i was to spend ma night there''ALONE''..!!....''just me,myself & I'miles away 4m ma home...home sweet home...b4 that i never spent any night ALONE...!!it was darker than nights are,neither afraid nor perplexed ....though not familiar with that dungeon....!!
deciding something i got up...turned on the fan...NOVEMBER NIGHT....yes
and ''fan on''...than went to bed ,recieted AYAT AL KURSI as i do everynight b4 sleeping.....!!
i was safe...!
5 fans on n i just slumbered....!!
i was brought to that place n was to spend ma 5 beautiful years there...!!in that dungeon...!!
well that might b ,infact was strange 4 ma fellows n they were looking at me as if they've found someone 4m outer space.....cz for them
to sleep alone in such a dark n cold NOVEMBER night with fans on cant b normal....!!But they were not aware ... that was normal 4 me;)
now they were having such a heatphobic individual b/w them whose thermoreceptor balance wasnt normal at all:p
perhaps limbic system too!!
well that was ma ist night in hostel...!!
em not afraid ov the phantoms n revenants...!!
even if they do exist they cant put me down 8)
em not afarid ov DARK....4 its placid,serene n holds tranquility...!!
last ov all that thermoreceptors balance!its not normal...:( but whats my fault:( its in ma genes ....!!
bountiful ''heat sensitive receptors and imperceptible ''cold receptors''
the only reason ov ''HIBERNATION'' i undergo in summer:(
well u can just imagine a person with 5 fans turned on at max speed in NOVEMBER can't survive a summer night with d same 5 fans:(
no one was perceptive enough!! so no one to share ma feelings as well!
only a few calm,serene nights that were soon over..!after that i was no more alone:( n fans turned off 4 all others were having normal balance ov thermoreceptors:(
poor me..!!
i was to stay there so just ''buttoned up'' huh!
turned on just ma fan in slow speed:(.....thanks GOD after that cold increased...n thanks 4 heaters arent allowed!
i love winter season not cz ov all that cold just cz ov absence ov heat!
SWEET WINTER PASSED AWAY....!!
n thn grilling season i hate d most...
n thats when i...
''HIBERNATE''
n for me hibernation z
''The state of inactivity in unfavourable conditions as i describe it''
ever heard humans hibernate....??or its a phenomenon thats summer induced...??
i guess no....!!
humans do....!! and in summer.....!!
trust me....!!
for i am a human being n em 100% sure about it...!!
n its summer 4 its ma period of being inactive:D
YES ''PERIOD OF COMPLETE INACTIVITY FOR ME''
thats not at all an exagerration....!!unfortunately....
me in ma med. colg....!!
yes in hell!!
i dont know y but i cant tolerate heat.....thats y i have to hibernate....
n shift 4m hostelite to a dayscholar...!!i prefer to stay in a room ,i dn feel like getting up doin any task,studying or ....just nothing thats what i do...when its hot!!
well what about that hellion in d pic....!!sorry sir....but how can i resist...its mr.DDD DR.DOGAR D DEAN...!!
its all cz ov him i have to hibernate....!!
am i empowered to ask where the grants go....n y we r not having air conditioned classrooms n hostels...is just PMDC paramount..what about our lives.!
em getting emotional ...aww...!
i guess i've some mutant genes so its not my fault at all....sometimes i feel its cz ov ma TSH sometimes i feel i shud go have TSH test than i change my mind saying no thats just inherited actually ma mom z also hypersensitive to heat so amplification in my case nothing else!!
actually the symptoms ov hypo and hyperthyroidism are so confusing, i've got 50% ov both ov them...!!so cant judge:(
its kinda artificial hibernation....u can google it...thats a phenomenon now under investigation to save lives till proper treatment is given so do i...!!
and then i wait for proper season n come out;)
totally hibernation:p
em a human being so metabolic rate increases instead ov decreasing rest is the same!!almost...!!em not a lizzy nor a polarbear :p
so variations are there...!!
but i hibernate:(
just i know how i spend these 3,4 months .... 4m uni gate to our med colg z a distance ov hardly 5 mins and when i enter the class room i literally feel like dying....
n i use to shout....em melting infact sublimating n after that ....it happens really:(
last year fainted twice in hostel n than shifted to home...thanks GOD ma home z not far away 4m hostel.....!!
i wait 4 classes to end n than i rush back home infact i feel as if em in paradise when at home,if i get any free lecture i just rush to kewl labs;)....!!entering home i just say mom dad....em alive congratulate me...!!
another day passed away...!!
moreover that uniform z really great problem nowadays..!!
n that overall i dn put it on..in summer whateva teachers say....!!
their thermoreceptors may b weak mine r perfectly fine infact hyperactive so i cant...sorry!
n thanks to all d vapours 4 they evaporate...!!taking away all ma salts with them:(
excessive sweating...i just hate it really but what can i do...just keep a tissue paper roll in ma bag that hardly crosses a week....!!....so i prefer handkerchief!
than going to water cooler after each lecture...
life is miserable really!!
each summer i just wonder il b able to survive this time or not...but ive passed 2 yrs with that infact 2 were most miserable ... school n colg life wasnt that tough cz ov summer vacations ....!!
cz now we get summer vacations in spring season:p
n when summer starts they end up!!:x
again thanks to DDD!
more over in summer description fits me is
''dark they were and golden eyed''
sunblock z not at all effective:|....infact ive tried ma level best but nothing can be done!!hehe n ma 4nds use to advise me.....:p
all things r just useless .... these things worsen d situ...!!
i dn know what'll happen next year.....!!
m so happy 4 i survived this year and in RAMZAN....!!
its hard to keep fasts for a person who has to drink plenty ov water to stay alive...!!
but i i suvived this summer too....!!
thanks to hibernation but...!!
